moving foward.

i'm catching up. yess. no. maybe. so. could be. who knows. balls in my court. wanna play. interactions upfront. no longer ignored. admitting its there. whatev. you care. do you. have you forgotten so easily. the pain, the love, the passion. wake up and forget me. i don't believe it. a few weeks before i mattered. i was important. the most. i guess i'm now dispensable. i agree. you left. you struck out. i owe you nothing. NOTHING. and it feels so good. i don't remember you. i don't remember you. BTVS. she makes the world better one vampire at a time. maria and i must be psychic or psycho. we amend at the same time. same place 3 hours apart at the same time. huwah?. talk talk talk to me. craving sunshine. hop off the tracks. eat breakfast. cuddle me. wake up late. again. its different. skip class, reset my clock. alarm. beep beep beep beeeep. fuck off. don't open the door all the way. sure was akward. we both said it, still connected. blah blah blah blah blah. psh. whatev. gnight.