Monday, December 11, 2006

not so bad...

suprisingly the talk didn't end up with us bleeding. ohhh rollinnnngggg.......and suprisingly i didn't make out with anyone although sooomeeee peoplllee made out. ha. I just don't understand self homophobia. and then to act on it? boggles. share my bed please then move on in for the unexpected kill. now i understand how it feels to be betrayed by a friend. i understand. BUt I felt bad after, i hurt myself over it. I bet he feels absolutely nothing. except possible guilt. I never knew that he wanted him. whatevs. SO over cabbage patches. i don't wanna drag myself into that again.

I'm glad i got this off my mind now, its not something that i worry about anymore. speaking my drunk high mind allowed me to let go of the last string. unfurl my wings. they are featheryyyyy.

I been on this kick to find out more about my biological parents for some reason. roots. i think it would ground me more. i'd like to plant my feet on solid ground and know where and who i came from. hmm.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Well planting your feet on solid ground is what everyone wants right?