Saturday, December 09, 2006

look who got the best of karma.

new beginnings, endings. 22. blah. can anyone say KARMA. who can say. Uncensored. who said it was ok for you to walk back in my life. you're not invited. you get the message. who knows? you certainly don't and won't, can't take responsibility for your actions or see the outcome. i called this. where is the person i knew? gone. doesn't exist anymore. you left. i accepted i was dispensable to you and i've moved on. i'd talk but we'd just talk in circles you blame me i blame you and we end up slitting our wrists together. sorry you're in a bad place. i don't care. things can't be ok cause you haven't done anything to make me ever trust you. Its obvious why you've tryed walking back in. and don' t think this is anything i wouldn't ever say to your face. come in here and and i'd go off. neither of us want to. i'm just an ex. i want things to be ok i do, but can you step up? is it worth it. who knows. i don't know. i can't know, i'm done i'm numb. punch the wall, i don' t feel it anymore. Why do i keep hurting myself? I'm not the one causing me pain. channel it somewhere else. my strength is wavering. i don' t know how much longer. I can't wait for break. tanning in the keys. ooommmggg cannn'ttt waiiiitt...

and scene.

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