Sunday, November 05, 2006

NO MORE

done and DONE. power, i have it. no more tears, no more roller coasters, no more screw ups, no more talks, no more mind games, no more love, no more feelings, no more drama, no more lies. no more. HA. numb. feel my face, i don't feel it. injected with lies that burn then allow the change and healing to begin. truth. sculpted. made. found. I had fun. he didn't. too worried about who than what. and scene. it was over before it began. What would david do? what would carter do? what would buffy or veronica do? no. it can't be like that. i'm alone. standing on my own two feet. when it comes down to it no support. the only person who will always be there for me is me. its the truth and its wonderful to admit, to accept. what would Jesse do? it's what i ask now. its my daily check up. and its 100% correct. tell me i'm wrong. i'll fight you. *grins*

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