Reality Bites.

diet pepsi max has more caffine? maybe thats why i'm so perky today" - Nova

I feel like i'm constantly climbing up thought ladders in the harmonies of life only to find empty bottles. HAHA thought ladders.

Oceans of emotions make me feel so gross and create to much drama in my life. Feeling at people again. Sorry i'm sorry so sorry.

Slap me into reality outta my fantasy. no ones coming. you'll find someone don't worry you're such a great guy....STOP!

What if i don't find anyone. what if he doesn't exist? Reality. I'm young, impatient but time isn't going any slower. Reality. ever since i was in middle school i knew i'd eventually settle down have a wonderful long career, 2 beautiful children, a boy and a girl, a loving crazy super and sometimes stupid husband...its all dreams. wishes. Reality bites. I feel alone. and i HATE it.