Reality Bites.

diet pepsi max has more caffine? maybe thats why i'm so perky today" - Nova

I feel like i'm constantly climbing up thought ladders in the harmonies of life only to find empty bottles. HAHA thought ladders.

Oceans of emotions make me feel so gross and create to much drama in my life. Feeling at people again. Sorry i'm sorry so sorry.

Slap me into reality outta my fantasy. no ones coming. you'll find someone don't worry you're such a great guy....STOP!

What if i don't find anyone. what if he doesn't exist? Reality. I'm young, impatient but time isn't going any slower. Reality. ever since i was in middle school i knew i'd eventually settle down have a wonderful long career, 2 beautiful children, a boy and a girl, a loving crazy super and sometimes stupid husband...its all dreams. wishes. Reality bites. I feel alone. and i HATE it.

ready to be ready.

back. here. again. senior. i'm not afraid. ok maybe a little. coming back has been...interesting to say the least. My room is already home though. Big Lynn would probably say "it looks like a cyclone hit your room... or what a pig sty...." its always about connections when we get back. for everyone. testing the waters. how was your summer? and yours? hug. kiss. drink. laugh. break the ice. and then leaving people back at home. unfinished business. not ready for it to end. for it to begin. not ready. but then again. i've never been so ready. i hope i can hold onto everything i've learned this summer.

end of the summer party. SO many people. waiting for the pictures to come up in the mini feed. i know you all are. ha.

my friends update: Monica and Chandler got engaged. I wanna be engaged.